Lace Covered Bedroom

Lace Covered Bedroom

I’m feeding my sin
As soon as it begins
It’s not healthy, I know
But it feels right in the snow
To shape angels in the ground
Of the seventh and final crown
That wears on my head in a deadly weight
This lust that I have come to hate

I’m crying my eyes
On the floor of my lies
Those that I deny of
That I’ve chosen over love
Scratching my arms in fury
Peeling the scabs I need to bury
To get them away from all that I am
My lustful thoughts which curve my plans

I’m waiting for pain
To find me once again
It’s depressing, I know
But it’s an easy way to show
All things that are in my head
Making me pray that I was dead
To avoid this place I made for myself
A lace covered bedroom known as hell

I’m suff’ring precise
A poisoned paradise
A hellfire of want
Hiding within the last hunt
For lost meaning I’ve not found
A blackened snow falls all around
Padding my sorrow and pleas’ring my sin
I wish ‘twould end as it begins

I’m living in hell
I know it all so well
It finds me when I hide
It reads all of me inside
It finds my unending lust
It overrides reason and trust
It knows why I suffer in hurt and cry
It can tell me how I act and why


I’m open to it
Revealing all the shit
That holds me down so tight
And releases me at night
Only to know what I’ve done
How much I’ve lost and all I won
Which seems so small when compared to the loss
Of things that I never knew the cost

I’m breathing my last
Trying to get me passed
All the crap I’ve endured
Nothing less and nothing more
Punished for no self-control
My relaxation took its toll
My lust makes me the devil’s fav’rite pawn
I’d rather die than continue on

Blue Eyed White Dragon

Blue Eyed White Dragon

It drives me insane
How calm you appear
When you say my name
I freak out over here
Just a little attention
Goes a long way
I have to break this tension
‘Cause I’ve only got one more day

Then you’re gone
Then I’m gone
And we must start over
I hope it’s done
For everyone
To see me tripping over you

I’m as good at hiding emotion
As playing Pictionary is for a blind person
I’d rather jump into the ocean
Then continue wanting and continue cursing

I have another to keep me warm
But I’m still longing for your arms
To wrap themselves around my waist
We don’t have much time to use haste
So please ease my burden before we part
Release me form this frustrating heart

And after all I try to ignore
Nothing stops this feeling anymore
Don’t act like you don’t understand
You drive me crazy with the warmth of your hand

Intro & Booby Trap

I don't really know what these thingymabobbers are for. Soooooooo, I will simply type up my randomness, especially if it rhymes. Here goes!

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Booby Trap

Lying next to me
But you're not there

I killed you so long ago
When I killed me

It was an accident
I didn't mean to
Murder you

I didn't want it
But the man in green
Told me to

I was tripping in my own sort of way
He made you look like a monster
The world was spinning to the left
And the knife seemed the answer

And after I sobered up
And saw you on the floor
Covered in blood which I had spilled
No tripping anymore

The dark tones of my bass
Were a way to cover my face
My shame was overwhelming
And I fell right in

I'm afraid
I lost my way
I can't escape
What I became

Music pulls me away
Within the sounds
I can't find my hate
Until I see him

I hate him
For what he did
Tearing you from me

I can see
What is he
Calling to me

Dressed in green
Smells so good
Tempts me in ways
That he could

I fail

I failed the test he gave me
All my chances to save me
And still I fell right into
His booby trap

A steel trap on my foot
An anvil on my head
Almost like a cartoon
But in real life I'm dead