I hate everyone.
Not in a slit-my-wrist-fuck-my-life sort of way.
Everyone is just so damned frustrating.
The people I love the most send me insane.
My best friend does not believe that I love her and like her. Like she’s fucking incapable of accepting genuine care. She’s always asking if I’m mad at her, if she upsets me, if she’s done something wrong, if I still like her.
How much have I screwed-up that the bitch won’t believe a simple, “Yes”?
I have tried long explanations. Short powerful statements.
Nothing gets through to her.
And him.
I love him.
I’ve given so much to him, and I can’t wait to give him more.
But dear god, he has the ability to piss me off because of his behavior towards everyone else. He thinks so rationally, to the point where everyone else is all, “What the fuck? Back off! It’s not that serious!”
He fights constantly with everyone.
And yet he stays all calm and shit, which pisses people off more.
And he won’t get mad at me.
Even if I started a fight.
Example: we were all sitting around talking about making rules for the club that we are the officers of, and I say a rule that is intentionally vague and covers a huge area of problems. He starts bitching about it, and so the others rush to defend me. So he argues with them over the wording instead of me. I made the wording!
And I can’t yell at him, because when I get angry, I hyperbolize and regret it later.
And I can’t tell at them, because they call me biased. Which I am.
Why won’t people fucking grow up?
Not in a slit-my-wrist-fuck-my-life sort of way.
Everyone is just so damned frustrating.
The people I love the most send me insane.
My best friend does not believe that I love her and like her. Like she’s fucking incapable of accepting genuine care. She’s always asking if I’m mad at her, if she upsets me, if she’s done something wrong, if I still like her.
How much have I screwed-up that the bitch won’t believe a simple, “Yes”?
I have tried long explanations. Short powerful statements.
Nothing gets through to her.
And him.
I love him.
I’ve given so much to him, and I can’t wait to give him more.
But dear god, he has the ability to piss me off because of his behavior towards everyone else. He thinks so rationally, to the point where everyone else is all, “What the fuck? Back off! It’s not that serious!”
He fights constantly with everyone.
And yet he stays all calm and shit, which pisses people off more.
And he won’t get mad at me.
Even if I started a fight.
Example: we were all sitting around talking about making rules for the club that we are the officers of, and I say a rule that is intentionally vague and covers a huge area of problems. He starts bitching about it, and so the others rush to defend me. So he argues with them over the wording instead of me. I made the wording!
And I can’t yell at him, because when I get angry, I hyperbolize and regret it later.
And I can’t tell at them, because they call me biased. Which I am.
Why won’t people fucking grow up?
